Apr 17, 2010

i cant sleep....




i guess now i have time to write a lengthy post for my blog... cz i just slept for 4 hours i think after the event... but then i had fun with the ASiS boys... all of them are friendly... so, it was a well spent saturday... =) as any of you (IF any is even reading this blog and have me as a friend on FB), i've been worrying about my boyfriend,.... bukhari.. regarding his UPNM interview...well, let me comment a little on that...

about that, since last week, i was damn worried about him.. not to be mean, but i just wanted HIM to survive and couldnt care less about others... but then, he was able to make it through,... and then, he was chosen to be in TUDM... in the air force... i was like... WHAT???? but then, mybe God has put him there for a reason and who am i to oppose that... but i cnt deny that i was dumb-struck when i found out.. alamatnye, mmg shaf akan banyak kali ditinggalkn sorang2 la ne... atoyai... but anyways i still love him the same... and i am sooo proud of my sayang,.... at least, he got what he wanted.. and me as his girlfriend, will always be there for him...

now, move on th=o the next thing... i got an offer for matrix in selangor... the new matrix banting... in science.... but then... it would be a waste for me cz i have to register on the 10th... but then, my CIMP final exam will be on the 20th... its like... its either you r starting something or ending something,.... shaf mmg buntu skrg... if i dnt have any financial matters to consider, definitely i'll stay here in CIMP.. but then, i cnt be selfish.. i need to think about my parents as well... so, i really dont know.. that got me mixed up as well... and i'm busy with assignments and presentations and all... so..im like... i dont have time to think about all this,... i need to focus on one right now... but then... oh well... i need to sit and talk to my parents about this,... cz i already spent 17K++ here..witht he fees and the books and extra payment of other stuff... i dnt know...

now regarding friends.... its funny how you can click with someone so fast... and it is also interestingly fast how you can be seperated from someone so fast.... all that i experienced it here in SUNWAY COLLEGE... part and parcel of life... SHAHRIZUAN.. also known as SHAH for short... he is a nice guy... the best part is ..our friendship is only 2 months old.. but the way we talk.. and how we talk..about what and stuff... its as if we've known each other for years... and we can even hang out until 2 am in the morning kt foyer college talking about almost anything... we're comfortable together... he is a very great friend.. and talented... i mean it.. and CAMILLE.... yes, my sweet dear Camille... she has been faithfully with me since the first day we met each other on the 4th of january,,, till now, we are still best friends... people can say anything about her OR me for that matter, but we are stronger than what you think.. so, BUZZ OFF,FREAK..then have my crazy clique of friends.. DALY,IZZAH, ASMA,ISMA,AMIRAH,AIDA, SOFEA and more... guys, you guys coloured my life..seriously.. and then, for certain people whom i didnt mention here...its not that you guys are not important, you guys are... =) and i thank you for that... to certain people whom i have stopped speaking for the past few months, you are still my best friend... you are.... and thq for all the memories together... =)

i guess that is about it.. but then, i dont feel sleepy... for wht reason, i dnt know why... i guess there's so many things running through my mind right now.. hurmm...


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