Nov 28, 2010

a new book is waiting....

its true when they say that every hellos end with goodbyes... that every start has a stop... every happiness ends with sadness.... and that every relationship must end in some way or another... either happiness or sadness.. in my case, its a mix of both...

27th November 2010 will be another date that i will remember ...(as vividly as i can) where a relationship that lasted for 1 year 2 months and 7 days ended on that very date ... it is safe to say it ended very well.. i mean, no shouting.. although a bit of crying .. (okay A LOT ) haha.. but then, that night was my happiest night... its a mixed feeling.. i dunno why...

lemme story u a bit.. my ex texted me and said he wants to resolve everything and all.. and i agreed. so he asked some questions here n there.. and i asnwered and he said that he didn't wanna take a risk anymore.. and although i cried, i cn say nothing, right..? so, yes a little begging was involved and then i just said okay ... i accepted it... the very same night, i called my guy friend... yes, i cried to him... and he was so worried that he came all the way from his house to sunway to pick me up and make sure i am okay.. he brought me out and brought me to dinner and all... and i totally forgot that i was just dumped,,.. HAHA... but anyways, never did it occur to me that it wasnt the end of the world... and this guy.. this very guy who was worried about me..who was willingly sacrificed his time to drive all the way to make sure i am okay..

the conclusion is... Kalau Allah dah tetapkan bukan dia jodoh kita, apa kita buat sekali pun dia akan tetapn bukan jadi milik kita... seharusnya bersyukur dengan apa yang dikurnia kan dan berterima kasih krn msih ad lg kwn2 yg always be there for us... :)

sy tidak bersedih atas apa yang berlaku... cuma saya kecewa dengan sikap awak... awk nk tau kenapa..? awa ingat balik conversation2 awak dengan kwn2 awak... then awak akan tawu kn...

awak jangan fikir sy x tawu... takpe la.. selamat berjaya dalam hidup masing2.. kita masih rakan.. persahabatan xkn putus... :)

and i am back to single.. but ladies and gentlemen, i AM NOT AVAILABLE....

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