Jan 12, 2010

a total nightmare...

well.... yesterday, i slept at 2 am.... just to do my biology and my essay,... not knowing that the essay was not to be done as an assignment... but in class... gggrrr,,,,.... but anyways.. great lessonj for me... n believe it or not... i woke up at 6.30 am... took my bath, solat n dressed up.. but i fell asleep again... when i woke up, it was already 8.25!! my class starts at 8.30!!!! i rushed down n managed to get to class... phew...slamat siot... now dat was the nightmare...

but actually... i had the worst nightmare...
i dreamt last night that nur farhana syafinaz, my darling guardian angel passed away... yeah... as in died!! my most beloved person left me all alone?? she didn't even say goodbye...she didnt even smile at me... i don't know why... i cried my eyes out.. n i really thought it was happening... n i remembered all my friends were there for me.. n they conveyed their condolences to me... i was so down.. i felt as if the world world had turned againts me.,.. i felt sad... n had so many friends gathered around me as i was crying agak terok la kn..

but then i suddenly woke up... i was really thankfull that it was just a nightmare... tears came from my eyes... i never really realized how much i miss her.. n my other sys,adlina... i feel empty without them... i really do.. you see, though we come from different background, we never let that get in the way of great friendships... we were there for each other.. no matter what came up... i guess you rarely get those kind of friendships anymore...

i just hope i never get that kind of nightmare again... i really hate those kind of nightmares... i just want them to be safe... n to my family members and friends, that goes for you too... never give me that dream ever again.... NEVER!!

1 comment:

A.!.E.N said...

nightmares..
tu la..nie mst tido x bsuh kaki..
nseb x jtuh katil je..
ekekekeke..c(;