Jan 29, 2010

when you think the wolrd is yours...

yeah... the above statement is true though... but i know my baby wont find another girl... or will he? hahaha... i dnt know wht to write actually...i miss my baby damn much... i really do...i havent seen him for a month now i think... haha... but anyways, he'll always be close to heart.. a lot of things has been happening to me lately.. n im not sure im happy with it... i mean, i did change a lot... trust me... but did i mean it for the changes to be made?
being here in college is damn tough... your peers are the only ones there for you and sometimes it gives you this urge to just...scream!!! i dnt know... sometimes, i just feel as if i dont fit in with them or the clique.. i feel left out... i feel.... i dnt know.. i just feel lost... sometimes all i want to do is just lock myself in the room and never encounter with anyone anymore.. but i know that is impossible... so, i have to act... yes, im good at pretending, remember....im damn good.. but i dont know how long i can keep it up... things are getting tougher here... i mean the studies.. so, i better find a way to puck up and control myself...

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