Feb 28, 2010

kesyukuran...


assalamualaikum....


alhamdullillah... dh nak masok 2 bulan shaf msok kolej... even though bnyk pengalaman pahit, tp tetap ada juga yang manis... wlau apa pown, its life... u just have to get used to it...


sepanjang dua bulan ne, shaf knal siapa kawan, siapa lawan... siapa yang boleh dipercayai atau yng berpura-pura dipercayai... eveything happens for a reason... shaf akan cuba tabahkan diri... benar, seringkali air mata menemani tidur shaf, tp shaf ttp tabah dlm mengharungi segala apa cabaran yang diberikan oleh Allah... pernah dikatakan Allah xkan menguji hamba-Nya yang x mampu hadapi.. sebab kite leh hadapi la, kte di uji... n i believe in that... ye, shaf mmg jenis yg cpat patah semangat... i cry easily... im very sensitive... tp, no more.... Shaf... u r no longer a small kid... people will not give u opportunities, but u have to grab it... yes, i realize that....


kt sni, sume independant... mmg susah nk adapt kt sni... btol la dlu shaf pown asrama... tp asrama kali ne beze aw... kebebasan... yarh... kebebasan yg diberikan kt sni agak menggugat shaf... i've made stupid n idiotic decisions before... tp naseb shaf ada rakan2 yg sanggup membantu shaf dikala kelam... hahah..jiwang lak ai...


meh shaf knal kn... CAMILLE.... dis gurl is an angel... mmg dye bnyk ckp.. tp, shaf pown sme gk.. n to all yg pnah kutuk Cam, sdarla diri awak tu... u're no better.... so, just shut up... shaf syg sgt kt Cam.... she guides me... she leads me to the right path... dlm studies la... cz kami kt kampus mmg 24/7 together... well, all our 3 classes sama kn.... =) then i have WAN MOHD HAFIZ... dis guy used to be in my Eng4U class, that was before i changed classes. but anyhow... he's always positive of himself.. dats what i like when looking at him... he's always with his friends..ANAS FARHAN n IZZUL....(although i've never talked neither both of them), they're tight, man!! he said all the right things and he is also there when i needed someone... he gives great advices.. and very successful....watch out world coz here comes HAFIZ.n he's not afraid to LEAD...hahaha... <3 color="#000099">KEVIN.... yarh... did dude kn... he's very talkative as well... like cats and dogs with Camille... always bickering.. he's in my Eng4U class... we always hang out together..doing homework that is... huhu... then i have JUDITH.... this young lady is the centre of attention.. she's very cool... n easy going... n she loves to laugh... seriously... she'll laugh at anything and everything...


to those whom i havent mentioned here, sorry.... i'll mention it later.. but to some of my friends that wanted me changed " for the better" **as they claim**, i'd like to stay the way i am, thnk you... i have my life n i dont need you to :fix" my life... ure life is already scrwed up, so dont make mine into yours... i am who i am... n i soooo dont need you in my life... now that is wht i call A FRIEND WORTH LOSING!!... hahaha... i know i did stupid things... but im not repeating it again... im here to succeed...


but to the names i mentioned above, i really hope that in no matter what situation it is... i hope that we can still be friends... we can still be in contact.. even if we r bound to go our separate ways, but i do hope that this friendship will never be broken.. no mattter what happened... you guys are the pearls of my life... n i just cnt imagine my life without you guys filling it.... i love you guys!!!!
**CIMP has been the greatest experience for me... because it opened doors for me to make friends with these pearls in my life... thank you,Allah for giving me the chance to meet them...


2 comments:

divv raj said...

was Camille the one i spoke to dat day?

~20.09.09~ said...

no..camille is my chinese CIMP friend... the other day was Shabana.... AusMat friend...