im dearly attached to you..

dear someone,
i hope that you get the chance to read this.. since im not able to expect any replies from you if i sent you a text message anyways... i really dont like the situation we r in... i dnt like the silent treatment that's been going on for a week now... i cnt.. i just cant.. u'll be going somewhere far away really soon.. leaving me here without you... its just not fair.. but im woking my way to go there as well... i'll do my best to be there as well... i just hope you're happy to hear that... yes, we've just met.. but there's something about you that made me want to get to know you better... n even i think im falling for you.. but the thing is, you r shutting me out of your life bit by bit... where's the guy that used to show his big grin to me whenever i tease him about being fat? where's the smile that i've always missed..? those things were never gone but i wanna see it everyday.. i wanna hear the voice saying hi.. " dah makan lom?" all that.. i miss all those... i miss ur company... i miss it... u even promised me to the movies.. but being a busy bee as u r, i know i just have to squeez in my time... but the thing is, that guy seemed to dissapear n seemingly pushing me away from his life.. not giving me any chance to explain or even see him... no more smiles from him.. but i miss that BIG smile of his... i really do.... please... just quit playing games with my heart,.. cz u know whats in my heart.. u just dont want to admit it... whts in ur heart, i may never know... but please dont push me away.. i mean well... my heart means well.. the silence is what is killing me... please... never in my life i had to do this... but i do miss you.. i miss you too much,... please....

yes, im attached to you... im so attached to you... dont let go of the attachment between u n me... just dont let go... i admit i miss you.. n i miss everything about you... please....