DEAR WORLD,

PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON ME... I DON'T THINK THAT MY HEART CAN TAKE THIS SUFFERING ANY LONGER... NOT A DAY PASS BY WITHOUT ME BEING SAD OR WANTING TO CRY OR EVEN WANTING THE TIME TO STOP... I'M TRYING MY BEST TO BE HAPPY... BUT IT'S REALLY NOT WORKING....

BEING IN FRONT OF MY FRIENDS REALLY MADE ME SMILE AND LAUGH... BUT THOSE ARE FAKE ONES.. AND SOMETIMES I MAY SMILE FORM THE HEART.. BUT NOW IT'S TOO HARD... FOR ME TO BE HAPPY, I NEED TO EMOTIONALLY BE HAPPY... AND I DON'T KNOW HOW I CAN DO THAT ... I JSUT DON'T...

CAN'T YOU JUST REWIND THE TIME WHEN THERE WAS ONLY ME AND HIM...??? WHERE EVERYTHING WAS OKAY AND WE WERE STILL TOGETHER... I KNOW PEOPLE ARE SUBJECTED TO CHANGE ... BUT I DONT' LIKE THIS CHANGE ...

I WILL TRY MY BEST TO BE A HAPPY-GO-LUCKY PERSON... AND I NEED THE CHEER MY LIFE FOR ME TO GET GOOD MARKS AND ALL... AND THEREFORE, SAYANG, I REALLY NEED YOU RIGHT NOW.... I REALLY DO...

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU, KU MEMOHON KEPADA-MU SUPAYA MEMBERI KETENANGAN KEPADAKU, YA ALLAH .... AKU MOHON YA ALLAH... SUPAYA MEMBERIKAN AKU KEKUATAN UNTUK MENEMPUH SEGALA DUGAAN-MU DAN SEGALA APA YANG MENGHALANG DIRIKU... SESUNGGUHNYA KEJAYAAN ADALAH APA YANG AKU INGINKAN... DAN CINTA HATIKU YANG AKU IDAMKAN... AKU CINTAKAN DIA, YA ALLAH... DAN AKU INGIN BERSAMA DIA SELAMA NAFASKU...

TERIMA KASIH YA ALLAH ATAS SEGALA REZEKI YANG TELAH KAU BERIKAN KEPADA AKU DAN KELUARGA AKU ... SERTA RAKAN-RAKAN KU YANG HEBAT HEBAT BELAKA... SESUNGGUHNYA INILAH ANUGERAH TERHEBAT DARI MU YA ALLAH ....

~AMIN...~~