Nov 13, 2010

lesson learned... i guess....


so, yesterday was a saturday ... and i did something i didn't think i would do.. i went up to the managemenet office and reported something i've been keeping it all inside for quite some time..

sy bukan sempurna... tetapi x bernmaksud saya suka melihat apa yg saya lihat ... sy bukan nk kata sy lagi bagus dr akak... tidak... akak budak scholar lg... the guy pon scholar... so, im guessing i expected better from scholars like both of you... sy x sempurna.. saya pun ada dosa sana sini... but im trying to improve... and you are so not helping... bawak masuk lelaki dalam bilik... bawak arak msuk dalam bilik... apa bilik kita dua da jd tmpat parti ke hape...? dlu sy diamkn coz sy pkir itu kali pertama dan terakhir akak akn bwk msok laki tu dlm bilik... tp, mak aih.... makin lama makin naik lemak nmpk...siap tdo kt sne lg... abes tu, sy nk tdo kt mne pulak kak?? mungkin akak akan cakap.. " ala, tdo je la, ape susah.." mungkin pd akak, bnde tu biase aje... tp x pd saya.. apatah lg laki tu lngsung sy x knal... dah terpaksa sy tdo dlm keadaan berpakaian penuh dan bertudung... dlm bilik sndri lak tu..!! and then, kadang2 saya balik dr kolej... sy penat... sy nk rehat... rehat sebentar sebelum ke kolej balik nk study..itu pun x boleh kn..?? nk tawu knape x leh..?? coz ad laki tu dlm bilik... i pay for the rents and yet i cnt even enjoy my little privacy ...??? WTF?? lelaki satu hal.... bawak msok arak dlm bilik... and i found something i shouldn't found... come on.... kita melayu..kita PEREMPUAN... and the best part is.the guy is not even your bf... sy sndri da blaja dr kesilapan sy mse lampau... sy diam x bermakna sy suka atau sy approve... silence can mean rebellion... and yet you are too blind to see that...

jd, ble sy dah x tahan, sy mngadu..jgn nk wt muka x puas haty... u asked for it kan.... you yang carik pasal kn.... look, sy just harap after this sy xperlu nk menghadapi ap yg tlah sy hadapi di sni... i really hope so..

my final is just around the corner... and i dun think i need you to add to my stress.... tq....

1 comment:

zora said...

ya..katakan tidak pd maksiat..:)