Aug 18, 2011

Control...

" I'm a big big girl.. In a big big world... It's not a big big thing... If you leave me.."

Assalamualaikum dear readers....

well, yesterday was another heartbreak for dear old me... but hey, I brought it to myself... for once, I took control and broke off a relationship... yes, it was hard but after thinking about it, I think it was the wise decision... Usually, guys do the decision of letting me go or what... but NO! this time, it's my call... It hurts enough on how he treated me... he won't be able to treat me the same way ever again ....

I don't want you peeps to think I'm sort of a playgirl of somesort... no... Do know that when I am in a relationship, I do take it seriously... I do intend on making it last... but somehow rather, those efforts failed me and here I am again being single... single as just the status but I guess my heart never let go 100% yet... My heart is screamiing your name but I guess I have to toughen up and move on with life... Insya allah everything happened for a reason... Allah has greater plans for me in the future... If it is meant to be, it will... but if it is not, I am willing to accept it ...

I have to be mature in all this... for all this is a small bump towards a great life ahead... Insya allah ,,, everything will be alright...

2 comments:

Akulah Pak Lan said...

Love and Hate is just an infection, time will cure it..be single if it is the best for you..

naddhy92 said...

be strong dear!..