Mar 31, 2011

Luahan Hati ..

Salam...
Mungkin tempat ini bukanlah tempat yang sesuai utk Sha melepaskan amarah atau kekecewaan yang melanda diri ini... tp, ke mana lagi harus Sha pergi? Ke mana lagi harus Sha adukan?

jujur kata....Sha penat... sha penat dengan semua ini. Sha penat dengar Mommy dan Daddy asyik membebel tentang kakak... saya penat sgt2... ada sebab kenapa dorang membebel and kenapa kami berdua adik beradik menjadi perantara... coz kalau ibu n daddy sndri yang smpaikn, you wont like it, kn? lagi pun, why cnt u just give mom n dad a piece of mind? dorng nk pergi haji tahun depan, insya allah.. xkan nk pergi sedangkan dosa ank msih mereka tanggung....? mereka bukannya suruh kakak buat perkara yang x elok kn? perkara yg disuruh tu sgtla suci dan murni niatnya... so, why do you hve to doubt it?

mungkin kakak kata sha ni hanyalah the baby in the family n i know nothing... itu tanggapan yang sangat2 salah... i know EVERYTHING.... and because I know everything, i get passed on as the middle person... and when u say something that made dad angry or upset, guess who got the blame?? wanna guess??? yeah, me! yang kne tempias marah daddy n mommy is me... not you... so, for once, stop thinking about yourself only and start to care about others... sha da penat la... i really am tired attending to this matter... and if u are reading this, im sorry... but this is me being honest after such a long time... i just can't stand it... i really love you... u r my sister.. we are related by blood... for a lifetime and the life after next...

i am really sorry but truth be told, i just want all this to end... i wnt my happy family back... that is all i am asking....

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